Sometimes I get carried away and forget to yield to others. I get wrapped up in what I want and think, I fail to pay attention to people who are smarter than I am. This almost never happens when I am spending money. It rarely happens when I am driving. It always happens when I tend to lean towards drama. I had a recent experience in which I did this. Again. I was so angry, I forgot to allow myself to breathe and let whatever will be, happen. Someone brought me up short and helped me realise what an absolute idiot I was being.
These people are hard blessings. They show me I am not the most important thing in the world and remind me where I need to be standing. With mom, I need to be aware my interpretations of information are most likely wrong. Health personnel and specialists know more than I do. What is in my notes are accurate renderings in a crazed short hand format.
Her health does appear to be improving. Her cancer, she is sure is gone again. She desires to live alone in her house. This is what she wants and what should be worked for. Complete independence is a goal which she and her doctors find doable. I didn’t want to see her being alone again, yet this is where my drama and wants got in the way of what should happen. So many people who need apologised to!
Thank you for helping me get back to the right of way. Even if it took me such a long time to see what I was doing!